Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Chicago - Hard To Say I'm Sorry
Chicago - Hard To Say I'm Sorry
"Everybody needs a little time away"
I heard her say, "from each other."
"Even lovers need a holiday far away from each other."
Hold me now. It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to stay.
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After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.
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Couldn't stand to be kept away just for the day from your body.
Wouldn't wanna be swept away,
far away from the one that I love.
Hold me now. It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to know.
Hold me now, I really want to tell you I'm sorry.
I could never let you go.
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After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.
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After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
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You're gonna be the lucky one.

++ quoth dragonfly at 12:28 AM


Saturday, October 07, 2006

Letter to Sydney
Hao Xiong Di,

I'm sorry. I know i've caused you lots of hurt. I'm sorry. I haven't been a good friend, I'm sorry. I should never have liked you before, I'm sorry i did. If one day i'm gone, please just don't forget me..=)..I wish i had never knew love..it's tragic...sorry...places that will always remain special to me, Simply Bread, Lang Man Qiao, Stadium cove...etc..should one day i leave this world, i'm just sorry for everything i've done. But i've cried so many times over you...sigh...don't cry over me when i'm gone k?...audrey mentioned something the other day..she said that "what if sydney likes someone, and that someone likes her back, but she might hold back, cos of you.."..i think that's very true..so, i'm sorry again, for what i've done...thanks for everything...and i miss you so...i'm going cycling now...it's my favourite sport..and i just want you to know that there was once a guy who loved you so much...all he wished for every birthday for the past 5 years, was that you loved him back just a little bit...but that never happened.."Tong Hua" is such a sad song...i cry everytime i hear it...sigh..you're online now..but u'll never know what is in my mind now...bye sydney, and i miss you so..if only you had just loved me back a little bit...

"It's too late" - Carole King..remember me..=)
cheers,
your hao xiong di,
junpei...

++ quoth dragonfly at 11:34 PM


Thursday, October 05, 2006

A Short Letter..
Sigh...

Sydney, I'm sorry for any hurt i may have caused to you. Well, the best thing for me to do is to stop liking you right?..I doubt i can ever achieve that. But i have a solution. That is, from today onwards, i'm gonna try to make it seem as though I no longer like you..in that way, you'll be happier..But i do wish you'd stop trying to make me like other girls. I will never ever be able to love anyone as much as i love you. Well, since you'll never see this message, i'll be able to say whatever i want here without you knowing. So yarz, i will still love you as much, until the day i die, but i shall no longer let you know that...then i shall send you a letter thanking you for having left your footprints in my life..but please, please stop telling me to find a gf soon...i might just do something drastic...

Love is painful..
damselfly

++ quoth dragonfly at 12:08 AM


Tuesday, October 03, 2006

If i die, will you cry?
If i die, will you miss me?


When I died, did you cry?
When I died, did you miss me?

To have loved the wrong person,
That's my greatest Mistake.


I will never love again.
You have turned my heart into rock.

I still think you're the sweetest girl ever,
I still miss you a lot,
Will you miss me when i'm gone?

hurt,
damselfly

++ quoth dragonfly at 9:50 PM


life is meaningless without you
sigh...

i wish i had never loved...i wish back then, we had never met..maybe then i won't have been what i am today..i told Sydney this today too, and this was her reply: "If i knew things would turn out like that i also dun wanna know u.. so you wouldn't end up in this state..."

Haiz...i'm really such a loser...so what if i'm nice?..in the end where does being nice, being sincere land me?..nowhere...sigh...i should just forget sydney and just give up on the idea of being true to love..

Is it that impossible?...God, take me...

++ quoth dragonfly at 8:18 PM


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[Life is like a dream..In reality, things do not always go the way we want them to turn out. What we desire, may not always be what life destines for us. These unfulfilled wishes turn into actuality in our dreams. Dreams reveal what we want to happen in life, and it is only in dreams, that possibility is infinite..Dream a dream tonight...=)]

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